Nicole Perry

Music is my religion

2012-01-29T12:35:00.002+08:00

Do, a deer, a female deer

Re, a drop of golden sun!

Mi, a name, I call myself

Fa, a long long way to run!!

So, a needle pulling thread

La, a note to follow so

Ti, a drink with jam and bread!!!

That will bring us back to DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

:-)

2012-01-25T19:43:00.002+08:00

"Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men! Do no pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for power equal to your tasks."

- Phillip brooks

LIfe recently has been

2012-01-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

mundane

lonely

lifeless

meaningless

awful

sad

honestly quite pathetic

nothing quite like what I want it to be like

haaaaard

sickening

ncanvcienvsfnvsdbviqerjwodcmxowidcnc13 4f37e19hfqcjna dsjkc nxz cnwd uncool

Even the tiniest things seem to be getting onto my nerves lately. Been feeling extremely bitchy and tempremental. Must be meno-pausing no doubt. :-)

HAHA. Anyway, suddenly very into blog hopping again for some strange reason. I can't mention anything here, nor on FB and twitter, for some very obvious reasons, but I just want to say, ALL OF YOU ARE ADORABLE. WITH ALL THE BLOG CONTENTS ABOUT RAINBOWS AND PONIES AND WHATNOT THAT WE CERTAINLY ALL ARE INTERESTED IN. :-) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA REALLY, YOU MAKE MY DAY WITH YOUR BLOGS. :-)

Ok pardon me I don't have anyone to discuss this with but that's alright! You'll listen to me, right??? *puppy eyes*

I'm just kidding. Whoever who chances upon this probably has nothing better to do. HAHAHA.

Since you have nothing better to do, how about listening to some music? Music always makes everything better. Listen to my favorite song. I love this. :-)

Ok thats it! Hope you've survived through reading all of my crap, and I wish you a great year ahead, stranger!!! (I'm saying this because I realize I didn't mentioned it in my previous post. :-P)

2012

2012-01-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

My first post of 2012!!! :-)

Have you met my boyfriend?

If you go into the bathroom at 11.59 tonight, you'd probably only come out next year.

2011-12-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA GEDDIT GEDDITTTTTTTTTTTTT?!?!?! :-P

Anyway, so it's 11.45pm on the 31st December 2011!!

Another year has gone by in a flash! Haven't blogged much this year, and i know nobody reads my blog anymore. (I remember when my blog used to be so popular *hair flip*)

HAHAHA anyway, so 2011 in a nutshell...

1. I learnt to be a less sour person. My attitude towards life has changed. I became a happier, less emotional person and I've learnt how not to give a shit. I guess you could say this is mainly due to me taking up a leadership position this year. I do not regret anything. :-)

2. The HP movie series ended this year.

3. Osama Bin Laden died.

4. I fell in love with Harry Edward Styles. The first fat boy i've ever found attractice by the way.

5. Russell Brands got a divorce with Katy Perry.

6. Singapore General Elections.

7. Tony Tan taking over as president.

8. Omg.... getting the best amath teacher in the whole wide world ever to teach me, but having him leave after 6 months... fml.

9. Losing 3 of my best friends.

10. Becoming even tighter with 7 other really good friends.

11. Getting along really well with my band mates.

12. Getting a silver for this year's band SYF.

13. Going for Lady Gaga's concert in July and ENJOYING THE FUCK OUTTA MYSELF.

14. Attending the musical Lion King and Wicked at MBS.

15. Crying over the movie THE NOTEBOOK.

16. Passing my 2.4 by 16mins, becoming fitter thanks to Vilau. :-)

17. Met the best tutor in the whole wide world.

And I can't think of anything else.

hahahaha I'm really tired now anyway, going to call my friends and talk to them now.

But yep that's 2011 for me!

Will be taking my Olevels next year. Hopefully all will turn out well.

In case you're curious, I'll be kissing myself tonight. :-)

HAHA MERRRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :-D

:-)

2011-12-10T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehe...

Fundamentals that we've forgotten:

2011-11-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

1) Putting that something you love before yourself

2) Not just in it for the glory

3) Staying committed the whole way

4) Making sacrifices

5) All for one, one for all

6) Without your members, you are NO ONE

7) Never EVER EVER giving up on anyone of them

Think it's time to reflect..

.....

2011-11-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

Can't remember when was the last time I cried over something.

Tonight I feel kinda sad, but I won't cry.

I know I can't say anything anywhere, nor can I tell anyone.

So yep, I guess I'll go now. ;-)

NEW YORKKKKKKKKKKKK

2011-11-13T17:54:00.004+08:00

Yea I'm out that Brooklyn,

now I'm down in TriBeCa
right next to Deniro,

but I'll be hood forever
I'm the new Sinatra,

and... since I made it here
I can make it anywhere,

yea, they love me everywhere

I swear I'm talking to myself in here.

2011-11-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

Dear Nigole,

So I went overseas on sat and came back today and I just wanted to share with you the fact that I bought an iPhone cover that depicts my life. It's the best shit ever and I just wanted to share this moment with you. :'-) Long live macs!!! :-P

Lots of love from Nigole ;-)

WASSUP WASSUP WASSUP, HEYYYYYYYYYYY

2011-10-14T01:41:00.010+08:00

(That's one sexy nose. ;-))

K so hi. Exams are over now and strangely though, i don't feel as happy as I should..

Maybe it's cuz.... HEY I PHOTO-BOOTHED WITH MYSELF!!! :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

I took pics with glasses because 1) I'm sexy and 2) I'm sexy and I know it.

HAHAHAHAHAHA I WAS JUST KIDDING OK SERIOUSLY. I took pics with glasses because I was bored while using the com and I decided to take pictures and my glasses were on at that time and I was a lil' lazy to take them off. But anyway I know this is rare because I hardly ever wear my glasses around. And this is due the fact that my nose lacks the capabilities to function properly. First, it used to bleed pretty often when I was younger, not so much now. Second, it is apparently allergic to fur dust and basically any tiny particle small enough to travel to inside it. I mean all the particle wants to do is make friends right?! UNFRIENDLY NOSE. Third, I know it's huge. Everybody tells me it's huge. And lastly, it can't even support a pair of glasses without making me look like a grandmother. THANKS NOSE THANKS.

I need to get a life, really.

P.S. I love you nose. I didn't mean to bitch about you. Don't leave me. I might die. :-(

P.S.S. My mom and sis are in Taiwan now without me. :-(

P.S.S.S. As I am blogging this, I am watching the powerpuff girls.

P.S.S.S.S. I love Cher Lloyd. I might be lesbian. WHEN SHE GIMME THAT LOOK THEN THE PANTIES COMING OFF, UH.

P.S.S.S.S.S. I'm learning to rap! I can rap Super bass now and I'm gonna do Look At Me Now next!!! LOL.

P.S.S.S.S.S.S. Chicks who rap are hot. Too bad I'm a human and not poultry.

P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S. That was a bad attempt at making a joke.

I should just go away now. Bye. :-P

Its October already!!??!!!?!?!!?!?!?

2011-10-02T16:35:00.001+08:00

Oh haaaaaaaaay!!! So I didn't blog at all during August and September but hey! At least I bothered to blog today!
HEHEHE. Ok this isn't exactly the best time to bullshit here now cuz it's in the middle of my exams. HAR K SO SEE YOU IN APPROXIMATELY 10 DAYS 9 HOURS 7 MINUTES AND 6 SECONDS.
HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG K THAT WAS SO LAME OK SHIT ALL THIS STRESS IS GETTING TO ME DAMMIT.
DID I ALSO MENTIONED I GAINED 1 KG AND SHRANK 2CM OVER THE YEAR? AWESOME POSSUM!!!!!!!!! ;-)

Ok bye. :-*

2011-10-02T16:28:00.001+08:00

Your birthday is around the corner. I know I should do something..

;-)

2011-07-30T16:07:00.000+08:00

I like alot of things.
Normal things, unusual things.
Things people would never expect me to like.
But out of all the things I like, good and bad, you know what I like the most?

You.

:'-(

2011-07-19T17:32:00.001+08:00

Omg hai blog. I think I've neglected you.. :-P

2011-07-02T18:11:00.001+08:00

Went to OBS,

Climbed this ^^^

Ended up with skin like this=

(I'm the one in the middle by the way in case you're blind or dumb or both)

These are random fishes on my black hand.

Ashton Kutcher's hair is hideous. He looks like a hobo now. :-(

And im a zombie slayer from outerspace!!! (not really) (look at my last nutmeg which I thought was a potato! It's crying. :-P)

Ok bye!!! ;-)

Nyehehehehehe

2011-06-09T23:57:00.001+08:00

Things will turn out well.. :-)

Regarding just now...

2011-05-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

K guess I was abit harsh. But I was really really really mad. My blood was literally boiling. I still don't want to talk to you but I guess I'm wrong for calling you names and being so mean. But still it's best if we no longer contact each other. ;)
So there. It's been nice knowing you. ;)
X

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E&P

2011-05-28T13:22:00.003+08:00

EEW EEW EEW FUCKING GROSS. KNOW WHAT'S THE REASON WHY I DON'T REPLY YOU? KNOW? KNOW? CUZ YOU'RE MOTHERFUCKING SHAMELESS. I KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING BOUND TO READ THIS MESSAGE AND YOU'LL KNOW I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU CUZ THE TITLE'S SO OBVIOUS.

I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING RIGHT HERE? DON'T YOU REALIZE SHE'S MY FUCKING FLESH AND BLOOD? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS? SENDING HER SWEET GOODNIGHT MESSAGES, GIVING HER NICKNAMES, TELLING HER SHE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AND TELLING HER YOU CAN'T WAIT TO FUCKING SEE HER ON THE 3RD OF JUNE?

LOOK HERE OKAY RIGHT HERE. I AM NOT FUCKING JEALOUS OF WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING. YOU CAN JOLLY WELL GO HAVE SEX WITH ALL THE OTHER FUCKING GIRLS IN THE WORLD I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK. BUT THIS IS MY SISTER RIGHT HERE. CAN YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND STOP FUCKING BOTHERING HER? I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT CUZ I GAVE YOU HER NUMBER IN THE FIRST PLACE. BUT HONESTLY I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO BE SUCH A PROSTITUTE AND A SHAMELESS WHORE TO GO FUCKING CONTACT HER AND DONE WHATEVER SHAMELESS THINGS YOU'VE SAID TO HER.

DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M TALKING ABOUT. GO READ YOUR FUCKING MESSAGES YOU SENT TO HER BE IT VIA FB MESSAGE OR SMS. IT'S FUCKNG SHAMELESS.

I CAN EVEN QUOTE SOME MESSAGES YOU SENT TO HER. DON'T THINK I DON'T READ THEM LOL SHAMELESS WHORE.

AND THEN YOU TELL HER THAT I CAN REPLY OTHER PEOPLE'S MESSAGES AND NOT REPLY YOURS AND THAT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE AND THAT YOU'RE TIRED OF HOW I'M TREATING YOU? OKAY FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY FUCK FUCKITY FUCK YOU. I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE TOLERATED YOUR FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING BULLSHIT AND MY FUCKING BLOOD BOILS EVERYTIME YOU SHOW ME YOUR ATTITUDE. FUCK YOU. GUESS WHAT I'M NOT GONNA GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE LOL NEVER DID REALLY CARE ANYWAY. KNOW WHY I BOUGHT YOU THOSE COOKIES? CUZ YOU COULDN'T STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING ABOUT ME NOT GETTING YOU A FUCKING BIRTHDAY PRESENT. YOU HAVE SUCH POOR UPBRINGING. FANCY FORCING SOMEONE TO BUY YOUR PRESENTS. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? SHAMELESS AND CHEAP.

ASKING MY SIS TO BE YOUR BFF? ASKING HER IF SHE MISSED YOU? SENDING HER STUFFS LIKE -HUGHUG-??? FUCK YOU CAN'T YOU FUCKING LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE?!?!?!?!?

SAYING THAT I TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED? FUCK YOU THAT'S THE LAST FUCKING STRAW I'M SERIOUSLY NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE. YOU CAN GO HAVE SEX WITH YOURSELF I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT I'M NOT EXACTLY INTERESTED EITHER LOL.

OH AND ONE LAST THING. TELLING ME STUFF THAT SHE TOLD YOU? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EXACTLY TRYING TO DO HERE? MAKE ME JEALOUS? SORRY BUT THE LAST FEW 1000 TIMES YOU TRIED IT ALL FAILED, INCLUDING THIS TIME.

AND FOR YOU INFO, I DELETED YOUR NUMBER AND OUR CONVO. FUCK YOU I SERIOUSLY WANT TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU FROM NOW ONWARDS. :)

AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS AND FEEL I'M A FUCKING BITCH, WHATEVER OK? YOU DON'T KNOW HOW SUCKY IT FEELS TO BE CAUGHT IN THIS SITUATION. 2 YEARS IT'S BEEN. I HAVE MY RIGHTS TO VOICE OUT MY OPINIONS TOO. SHOULDN'T TAKE PITY ON ANYONE. NOT EVEN ME. CUZ I'M NOT PATHETIC. AND HE DOESN'T DESERVE ANY SYMPATHY AT ALL.

HULLO MY AMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

2011-05-17T19:44:00.001+08:00

I love you! You know I do. And I know you still stalk me once in awhile.. :P

(We are a sweet couple, though I look like shit in this picture LOL NO EYES HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

Lots of love and yours always,
Nigolezy. ;)

Sex God.

2011-05-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

HAVING AN ORGASM RIGHT NOW. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW OMFG. :')

(Admit it he pulls the curly hair off PRETTY DARN well. Compared to Nick Jonas, that is.)

(HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU NOT ORGASM AT THAT??!??!?@?!?!!?)

Ohmygod i think i'm in love.

Love is you.

2011-05-10T10:43:00.001+08:00

Ever felt that warm, fuzzy feeling when you're with a group of people you're extremely comfortable with? Be it your family, friends, or just one person?
I'm sure everyone gets it all the time with their family. This secure, sense of belonging. The feeling of love.

Yesterday I went to sentosa with a small group of 12. It was the most fun I've had this year. I feel so comfortable with you guys now that I prolly willing to strip in front of you guys! NAH KIDDING HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! but seriously, yesterday was truly fun and I've enjoyed every second I've spent with you guys so far. We've come a pretty long way. Let's keep this friendship forever okay? ;)

Love, Nic.

My bitch ♥

2011-05-08T16:46:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hi y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2011-05-05T21:45:00.001+08:00

I THROW MY HOMEWORK IN THE AIR SOMETIMES, SAYIN' AYOOOOOOOOO, I'LL TAKE A ZEEEERRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Last MYE paper tmr! Physics! Fuck yeah feels so good nananananananana!

By the way...

2011-05-02T15:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY UM 2ND OF MAY!!! Osama Bin Laden died today!!! I don't think his death is something we should be celebrating though.. Hmm tsk tsk. The world is getting kinda screwed now, even in a small country like SG. :)
elections coming up! Who are you guys supporting hmm?

TEAM NICOLEPERRY FOREVAHHHHHHH!!!

Or...

TEAMOTHERPARTIESWEDONTCAREABOUT? :P

HAHAHAHAHAA GOGO TEAMNICOLEPERRY!!! :)

(okay I'm sorry I'm so fat :()

Don't know if you guys know, but my birthday was on March the 4th. Which means..

2011-05-02T14:34:00.001+08:00

FUCK YEAH I'M 15 NOW BITCHAZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

Okay sorry that was kinda slow considering my birthday was like 2 months ago HAHAHAHAHA but..

#randomfactno1: I can sing Taylor Swift's 15 AND RELATE TO IT NOW HAHAHAHAHA CUZ I'M 15!!!
#randomfactno2: I ONLY HAVE TO WAIT ONE MORE YEAR TILL I CAN WATCH NC16 MOVIES LEGALLY!!!
#randomfactno3: UM.. I'M 15!

HAHAHAHAHAHA okay fine so there's nothing special about being 15. :( BUT HEY I'M ONE AND A HALF DECADE OLD NOW!!! HAH!!! BET THAT'S OLDER THAN YO MAMA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

K ttyl having my midyears now and should be studying RIGHT NOW LOL.

P.S. I have come to the conclusion that all Adams are inhumanly sexy and adorable. Hence when I grow old I'll marry an Adam. K? K. :D

(sorry the pics upside down :P)

OI YOU!!!

2011-04-29T20:09:00.001+08:00

Boo you whore!!!! :P

:)

2011-04-22T15:59:00.001+08:00

Take me on a trip I'd like to go somewhere!

:) :) :)

Fuck you all.

2011-04-02T19:54:00.001+08:00

So like everytime I can make it, you guys cannot. At least 2 of you cannot be bothered to like wake up earlier and make and effort to come down and meet me. In the end, either we cancel the whole event or only at max 3 people show up. But instead today, when I can't make it, all of you just so happen to be able to make it. Plus, this isn't a small outing like going out for breakfast, it's a fucking barbecue party. No this isn't a small outing after school on a weekday, it's a fucking BBQ party on a saturday night! YAY!!!

All of you, ALL NEVER FUCKING BOTHER TO TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO MAINTAIN OUR RELATIONSHIPS. So why the fuck am I going through so much pain to sustain our friendship? Have you not realized guys, that since now we're all in different classes? Maybe you all are busy mixing around with your new classmates but fine. Why don't you bother to talk to me anymore? Any idea how fucking lonely I feel on days we do not talk? No because you guys NEVER BOTHER TO FUCKING CONTACT ME!!! No fucking idea honestly. I'm truthfully sad. I've never felt worse ever. Maybe it's cuz of you individually, or maybe it's all of you.

Hence from today onwards, guess what? I don't fucking care anymore. When you want to go out, you find me not I find you, it'll be you who can make it and me who can't and you to be begging and pestering me to go. Because fuck you, I give up trying.

But then again, what's the point of blogging all this shit when eventually none of you will bother to read this? :)

There are days when I just... :'(

2011-03-30T18:22:00.002+08:00

:P

2011-03-26T23:33:00.001+07:00

EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN'!!!

Hello it's been 2 years.

2011-03-14T11:08:00.001+07:00

Hey you!

FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER TOO!!!

Seriously, 2 years no more. :)

Omg bb what happened?!?!?!?!!?!?

2011-02-26T22:30:00.003+07:00

Right after you broke up with Aubrey O'day you've turned into a fat penguin, but that was forgivable cuz she was fat too and she probably influenced you to turn into a fat penguin but down the road, YOU DIDN'T LOSE WEIGHT AND INSTEAD YOU LOST YOUR CHARM AND YOUR COOLNESS AND YOUR CHARISMA! :'( :'( :'(

I am utterly disgusted truth be told. I love you Jesse but this video just sucks. You're now 24? YOU'RE NO LONGER COOL AND CHARMING AND CHARISMATIC LIKE YOU WERE 3 YEARS AGO AND I'M HEARTBROKEN. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN THE MV??!?!?! TOUCHING FAT GIRL'S BUTTS!?!?! I THOUGHT THE GIRLS IN YOUR MVS ARE ALL FUCKING HOT!!! LIKE THE SONG "HOW DO YOU SLEEP"?!?!?!?! THOSE GIRLS IN THAT VIDEO HAD THE 'TO-DIE-FOR' KINDA FACE AND BODY AND NOW YOU'VE DOWNGRADED YOUR STLYE BY DANCING WITH UGLY FAT GIRLS?! AND ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE DANCING AND RAPPING AND ACTING COOL IN THIS MV? CUZ YOU LOOK INSANELY NERDY. N TO THE E TO THE R TO THE D TO THE Y. TOTALLY UNCOOL. I HOPE YOU DO SOME SHIT CUZ I STILL LOVE YOU. LOL.

Meanwhile I shall ogle at some of your videos while you were still hotter i.e:

-heartbroken forever-

P.S. If you pause at 0.11 in the How Do You Sleep video, you'll realise the photo of the girl he keeps in his car IS in fact KATY MY LADY!!!! :D :D :D

P.P.S. Yeah k I'm lame enough to google that cuz I saw someone commenting on YouTube asking if it was Katy Perry or not HAHAHAHA.

OH HAAYYYYYY ~

2011-02-22T14:03:00.005+07:00

This looks like a nice movie :) :) :) Except for the Vanessa Hudgens part hahahaha I immensely dislike her. :P

Oh hayyyy so I gave school a miss today... And they should be having band now~~

So did anyone miss my blog? I hope you all did. I should be switching over to Livejournal soon. Why? Because I'm ugly and fat that's why!

BTW MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING HEHEHEHEHEHEHE YAY AND I GOT A MACBOOKPRO FROM MY PARENTS HEHE LUV YOU GUISEEEEEE. :P

And anyway my life's been really hectic ever since I entered sec 3. I failed amath but Ah Leong praised me and he's just so good and he motivates me to wanna do better you know? OH AND I PASSED MY EMATH DAMMIT I'M SO HAPPY K AHLEONG I LOVE YOU HEHEHE. :P :P :P

A few things you gaiz have to know!!!

I'm in 3I this year.
My birthday falls on cross country this year.
I love Geography now because my teacher is Gerald Ajam but I screwed up my common test cuz I misread VOLCANOES as EARTHQUAKES WTF WTF WTF WHO MAKES THESE KINDA MISTAKES?!?!?!?!
I think I've slimmed down.
I like smurfs.
I've been extremely deprived of music. As in main stream music. And I suck.
My period came on the first day of camp and I couldn't take part in any water activities and the camp consisted of many water activities.
I'm at home having severe cramps now.
I cried over math a few times this year.
During the second day of chinese new year I was too fat to fit into one of my dresses.
My hair is so fucking long and unkempt it looks like a bloody BUSH now.
I miss my friends alot.
I really should be doing my homework now.
I skipped school today mainly cuz I had PE and I didn't want to be tortured by Vilau while having my period cuz last week he made me do 50 pushups for not being able to do 40 pullups and it took me 4 days to recover from the pain. :(
I HAVE AN OWL IPHONE COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Erhh my bag isn't waterproof hahahaha.
I really really really really love to read. :)
I have nothing else to say. Actually cuz I can't remember.
OH!!! MY SCHOOL CANTEEN SELLS $1 ICECREAM NOW AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF, BECAUSE I DON'T EAT IT EVERYDAY IN FACT THE LAST TIME I ATE ICECREAM FROM SCHOOL WAS MORE THAN A MONTH AGO!!! :-{)
This ---------> :-{) is a fucking mustache man. Your argument is invalid.
Yesterday morning I brought the MacBook manual to school to read during morning assembly. HAHAHAHAHAHA SERIOUSLY.
I love having breakfast with you on Monday and Saturday mornings. ;) ;) ;)
Oh I now have band practice on Sundays too until SYF.
I still tweet alot... http://twitter.com/SUPERDAMNCOOL follow me! ~
I love math now seriously. Although it always brings me pain and causes my emotional random breakdowns sometimes.
I fucking hate Kpop. Yes, I do.
I spent Valentine's Day alone. :P
I DON'T HATE YOU CUZ YOU'RE FAT, YOU'RE FAT CUZ I HATE YOU.
This morning I watched "So you think you can dance" AND ALL THEIR CONTESTANTS ARE BLOODY GOOD LOOKING WTF WTF WTF HOW DO THEY DO THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Lastly. I THINK I WANNA MARRY YOU!!! :)

I named my mac Adam. :)

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2011-02-11T18:59:00.001+07:00

I like you.. Cuz you're different. You make my heart stop. :)

How long it's been hmmmm?

PAEDO.

2011-01-31T17:54:00.001+07:00

:-{)

Oh hai there cutie. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!

2011-01-29T21:57:00.001+07:00

Happy birthday, you turn 29 today my bb. :')
Just wanted to tell you that I love you, and that I'm so proud to be your fan since you joined Idol. You may not have won Idol, but you've certainly done so well in your career compared to the other loser who won just because he's straight. 2009 and 2010 has been two great years for you. You've done everyone proud and you've definitely gone all out. I'm also happy and proud you confessed that you're gay by the way. It makes you hotter than others because weird people are hot, and besides you're incredibly good looking with outstanding talents. :)
But apart from that, admitting that you're gay made you YOU. I mean people may despise you because of that, but I love you for that because you're being you. :)
2011 will be a good year for you. I know it. I can't wait to hear your new album!!! :D
And I know you'll never see this but I just wanted to dedicated this one post to you because you're my favorite gay person ever and I love you. :')
Happy birthday Adam!

P.S. I'd turn into a gay man for you anyday.
P.P.S. I hope you do win the Grammy award that you were nominated for. :-{)

Love.

2011-01-28T23:43:00.000+07:00

OI YOU!!!!!

2011-01-13T21:50:00.001+07:00

YAH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FORMSPRING ME LAH! :P

http://formspring.me/Superdamncool

Hi!

2011-01-11T18:25:00.001+07:00

Today's the 11/1/11! COOL OR WHAT!!! :)

CCA auditions were today and I'm so tired. Band. :'(

Tomorow's the first day of school...

2011-01-03T21:48:00.001+07:00

FUCK THIS SHIT I'M GOING TO HOGWARTS. :P

Be good to me, 2011. ;)

2011-01-01T01:26:00.001+07:00

Happy New Year everyone!!!
2011 is here! Goodbye 2010! You sucked so bad. No wait actually 2010 didn't suck. I fucked it up myself. I'm sorry.

Basically I've spent these past 2 months traveling. First to Cambodia, then to Malaysia, Hongkong, Zhuhai, Taiwan, Switzerland, France, Paris and then London.
I know I've been terrible throughout the entire 2010 so I did some reflection while I was on each different holiday.
Each holiday opened me up to each different country and it's culture and people and every country has made me realize that I always take things for granted. I'm such a fucking lousy person with such low morales because I think that my life sucks, I never appreciate good things that I have and others don't, and I always fail to overlook the people who love me and take them for granted. And in the end, I'm the one losing out because I'm unhappy, uncontented, and unloved.
And going through 2010, I've also learnt that life is bloody bloody unfair but guess what there's nothing you can do about it. Good things will happen to good people.

What I'm trying to say here is that 2011 is here.
I've done so many wrong things so far and I've finally learnt my mistakes and I'm willing to change. I can't say I won't commit anymore of these mistakes in future but I'm sure I'll learn how to avoid them.
And hence, here comes the new year resolutions.

1. I must learn how to be a nicer person. I shall not be a hypocrite. I shall be fair, I will not judge a person by their appearance and I will learn how to love more.

2. I will stop taking everything for granted. There are so many others out there who love me and I've taken them all for granted this year. I'm stupid and fat and I'm sorry to all those I've hurt.

3. I should stop being so silly and cling on to hopes that will never happen. I will be contented with whatever I have.

4. I need to focus on my studies because I'll be 15 next year and I need to learn how to sort out my priorities. Studies over anything else because it will bring you far.

5. Learn to accept failure. Some people are bias assholes and they fail to recognize who deserves it more. I'm very sure everyone knows who I'm talking about but it's okay. One less post won't put me down. I'll work even harder. WATCH ME.

6. I WILL LOSE WEIGHT AND STOP BEING SO UGLY.

Emphasis on the last one because that happens to be my new year resolution every year but it never really happens. HAHAHAHA. :P

Alright enough bullshitting here. It's 2.27am on the 1st Jan 2011. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

That's my favorite girl. ;)

I love Harry Potter. :)

2010-12-11T22:53:00.001+07:00

scenes i’m looking forward to in dhpt2

Gringotts

The Battle of Hogwarts

Ron and Hermione’s kiss

Fred’s Death

Snape’s death

All the casualties of the war….Lupin and Tonks

The Prince’s Tale

“After all this time?”

“Always”

The Forest Again

The Flaw in the Plan

“NOT MY DAUGHTER,YOU BITCH!”

Harry defeating Voldemort

Epilogue

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Hi you!!! :)

2010-12-11T17:15:00.000+07:00

Today's the 11th! :)
Miss you. X

- Nic ^^

I just had to.

2010-12-09T12:39:00.002+07:00

Taylor Swift and Jake Gyllenhaal =

TAY TAY SWIFT STOP BEING SUCH A WHORE. I'M WARNIN' YA BEFORE YOU TURN INTO THE NEXT MILEY CYRUS JUST SAYIN'. :P

Jake Gyllenhaal should go for an eye checkup.

DISAPPROVE!!!

Byebye!

2010-12-08T14:45:00.001+07:00

For awhile. Lazy, busy, fat.
Will blog once school reopens. :)

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That's my boyfriend up there. ;)

BYEBYE!!!

2010-11-19T22:38:00.001+07:00

NOT AVAILABLE FROM THE 20TH TO THE 27TH OF NOVEMBER. IN CASE OF EMERGENCY, STALK ME ON TWITTER @twitter.com/Superdamncool, FB me or formspring me @formspring.me/Superdamncool!:)

TAKE CARE!!!!

I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows already btw. MALFOY ALL THE WAY!!! It was bloody good. Everyone should go catch it. No regrets what so ever. :)

Short hair

2010-11-15T18:00:00.002+07:00

Short hair is the new black BLACK.

(Okay I admit I posted this pic cuz this girl looks qt. :P)

How's about a change of hairstyle? Short spiky hair with side swept bangs? I think QT! :)

I've had this boring shit hairstyle for like 3 years and almost everyone has this hairstyle nowadays. I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE EVERYONE hence the sudden urge for a change of hairstyle.

I've asked almost EVERYONE and everyone tells me almost the same thing: "FUCK NO YOU'LL LOOK LIKE DOG SHIT." Omg thanks didn't know I looked so ugly. HAHAHA. But anyway I shall go with the new hair. Because if you never try you'll never know right? Maybe after I've got my hair cut my boobs will grow bigger or my huge-ass nose will miraculously and obediently grow smaller or maybe I'll grow thinner when I eat more or even maybe I'll get over you. HAHAHAHAHAHA SO YOU SEE YOU NEVER KNOW!!!

I shall go try it and then update you guys on what happens!!

P.S. GOING TO SENTOSA WITH CLASSMATES ON WEDNESDAY. SO BLOODY EGGCITED.

P.P.S. i told Amanda I was "EGGCITED", and she asked me what has that have to do with EGGS. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

P.P.P.S. Everyone's complaining about how boring their holidays are but I beg to differ. Mine's like so PACKED with activities I barely have time to breathe but I love it. :)

P.P.P.P.S. I want to be CMB's next Drum Major. :)

P.P.P.P.P.S. I LOVE BAND THE END. :D

ONE ONE.

2010-11-11T21:56:00.002+07:00

Today, I went to Raffles City and I walked past Robinsons and for a split second, I swear I saw you. But alas, I think I've lost my sanity. We're not exactly fated are we? :)

P.S. I miss you.

P.P.S. I got my new mouthpiece today!

P.P.P.S. There are so many things I'm keeping to myself. I wish you chose me to share your secrets with, and I wish you'd be there for me just to listen. Because frankly, you're the only person in this world I would like to share everything with.

P.P.P.P.S. I'm so so so so tired.

Remember the times?

2010-11-07T06:56:00.002+07:00

Read this:

http://sixtynine-roses.blogspot.com/2010/01/life-is-awesome-when-youve-got-awesome.html

"Life is awesome when you've got awesome friends."

I'm starting to doubt my sanity. Miss you guys so much. X

But in any case, Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix is on 5 tonight. If I don't make it home by 7 I'll throw a bitch fit swear. :P

Princess Fiona

2010-11-05T12:46:00.003+07:00

FORMSPRING THE SHREK IF YOU LOVE FIONA!!!!!

http://www.formspring.me/Superdamncool

In Malaysia now and you know what? I'M GONNA WATCH WHITE CHICKS WITH MY COUSINS AND SISTER TONIGHT BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WIN.

P.S. I miss you guys. :'(

I HATE BEING SAD.

2010-11-03T23:30:00.001+07:00

You know, when I was in Cambodia, I was happy all the time. I changed for the better. The people there changed me. I was never ever sad. Maybe it's unbelievable that someone can change within such a short period of time but I swear the change was there.

And I dreaded coming back to SG because I knew that it would go back to square 1. Because I have no choice. I have no choice. No choice of my own. :)

And indeed I was right. When I came back, I felt so bad. Instantly. I felt like I was sinking. I didn't like it at all. I'm scared, sad, insecure. Nothing like what I was supposed to be. Did I have a choice? Actually I did. But I think I've hurt enough people already. If I carry on with my choice, I would be breaking everyone's heart.

Lady!

2010-11-01T19:48:00.003+07:00

My qt. Always. ;)

♥

Life sucks when I'm not around.:P

2010-11-01T17:08:00.002+07:00

Hi! Happy first of november you all!!!

Nic is back!!!

I'm so lazy to blog about the trip. Because there's seriously alot. Once everyone uploads everything on Facebook I shall spam my blog with the pictures because the pictures we took are cool. NO SERIOUSLY IT'S COOL. I'm lazy to edit my post into a nice nice post with different paragraphs so I shall just chunk everything together today. Basically after the Cambodia trip, I've realised alot of things. I've learnt so much, made so many new friends and I'm so motivated and inspired to become a better person. I know this is alot of bullcrap but the Cambodians have truly touched me with their attitudes towards life. They made me one hell of a happy girl. :) Also, I have decided never to use the F word ever again. K I know that's impossible. What I meant was I shall not use the F word unless necessary. I must learn to find inner peace within myself when I'm pissed at someone because that will make me a better person. :) Okay sorry for the side track. :P As I was saying, going for this trip, is a blessing in disguise I suppose. At first I wanted to go because it was an opportunity for me to learn how to become a better leader. And when I first went there, I had no friends. But then I soon realised that this trip has taught me so much more than just being a better leader. I can't describe it all because you have to be there to experience what I've experienced. :) The 26 people and 4 teachers I went with are beautiful people. They're so fun. :) I didn't want to come back to Singapore. Sometimes the people here disgust me. Ever wondered why I didn't reply your text? Hmmmmmmm. Think about it. Shallow. :) Anyway, I ATE ALOT DURING THE TRIP THANKS TO BOLLA BUT MY MAMA SAID I SLIMMED DOWN AND I GREW TANNER!!! HAHAHAHA YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it's disgusting to read one whole chunk of words that's been spammed into this tiny space but AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LIKE IT. IT'S SO SEXY.

K anyway, I'm still fat. And now I'm gonna eat! YAY.

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHH AND THERE'S BAND TOMORROW. I MISS BAND SO MUCH :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

P.S. I hope you step on a landmine.

Cambodia

2010-10-31T21:49:00.002+07:00

I'M BACK. MY HEART IS FULL. ♥

Bon Voyage Nics!!!

2010-10-25T08:08:00.003+08:00

CAMBODIA AWAITS ME!!!!

1 week, 25th October to the 31st. Miss me yeah?

And because I won't be celebrating Halloween in SG, I'm wearing a pair of Halloween Pumpkin earrings! :)

So qt right!!! ^^

Teehee!

Anyway it's like 8.30 now, and my flight's at 2.35. Gotta go get ready!!!! I'll miss SG for sure. Let's hope I come back in one piece. :)

Also...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATY MY QT. CONGRATS ON GETTING MARRIED. ALTHOUGH NOW YOU'RE MARRIED, YOU'LL STILL ALWAYS BE ON MY MIND AND I MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL GROW STRONGER DAY BY DAY. HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY MY LADY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! :) ♥

KTHXBAI. :)

I love the whole world!

2010-10-23T00:25:00.001+08:00

♪♫

The world is just awesome - Discovery Channel ♥

:'(

2010-10-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

Anybody...?

Hi Adam!

2010-10-19T09:46:00.001+08:00

Hi Adam! I absolutely positively love you! NO H8!!! ♥
What you need in this world is my love!!!

2010-10-19T09:36:00.001+08:00

Hi!!! :)
So I haven't blogged for quite a while. Hmmmmm. Exams are over I'm sure everyone should know. Everyone blogs after the exams and I blog during the exams. MAN AM I COOL OR AM I COOL! :P

Haha nah actually that isn't the reason. I've been really busy recently. I'll be going to Cambodia with the school in a week's time. It's a Service Learning project where we'll get to teach the children there and everything. The best part? I got grouped with someone I wanted to be grouped with teeheeheehee! BUT ANYWAY APART FROM THE GAYNESS, I'll be leaving on Monday the 25th, (WHICH IS KATY'S BIRTHDAY BY THE WAY!) and be back on the 31st. (WHICH IS HALLOWEEN!! And I'll be wearing my pumpkin earrings to Cambodia in order to celebrate it there! Kinda. :P)

Soooo I know I haven't updated about my life for awhile and thus here it goes!!!

My exams ended unofficially on Thursday, because that was science paper and Friday was only art and CEP. And because I'm so fucking cool, I celebrated the end of the exams on Thursday with my girlies! :)
(K fine actually because on Friday I had the Cambodia trip project planning until 6 so we couldn't celebrate on Friday but still I was already in the end of exams mood. :P)

Pics pics pics from Mel's blog:

LA!!!!

So that was our day! Notice Thomas Renitta didn't go huh! The stupid bitch couldn't make it. :( But anyway we went to Ikea and I stole a 2011 Ikea book MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

K anyway I went to the zoo on Sunday with JongHan. Pictures shall be up when the slow bitch uploads them on FB. :)
But anyway I took a few. :)

LOLOLOLOLOLLL ROFLMAO!

K more pictures will be uploaded when the Proboscis monkey sends me all. :P Teehee!

Yesterday was boring I guess.
Lunch with JongHan at Pepper Lunch and then we saw Yue Myet and MAMASHI!!! ^^
There was this irritating ahlians sitting beside me who was texting non-stop like her life depended on it. The worst part? She was using a fail Samsung phone and every time a text came in, the song "Love The Way You Lie" would start playing LOLLOLOL FAIL!!!
Then I went for the Cambodia briefing and after that I went to Starbucks to try Green Tea Frap because Goddess likes it. :P The first few mouths didn't taste so bad. Till the end where it started to taste like cowpoo mixed with grass. Eewwwwww ahahaha.

K anyway I'm going out soon for my band section outing!!! :)

Kthxbai I'm sure the stalkers should be quite satisfied with this post!!! Kiss kiss!!!

P.S.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

2010-10-19T08:49:00.001+08:00

Dear you,
You should know who you are. I mean come on. I make it so fucking obvious already. I miss you. We used to talk quite often when you were still around. You're insanely funny. You're so obsessed with being gay which makes you kinda creepy but it's alright. I'm creepy too. Everyone says I'm just infatuated with you because I'm still only 14 and you're good looking which is why you attracted me in the first place. I have to admit you're really handsome but after talking to you and after everything we've ever talked about, I realized your character is equally beautiful as your face. Since day 1 when you started talking to me I knew. You are so different from the rest of the mansluts I knew. You knew I liked you and you never pushed me away. Thank you. But now we don't talk as much as we used to. The last time you talked to me I was so shocked. Maybe you did that because you felt guilty over something. Sometimes I can't help but feel like a stupid little girl. You make me feel so silly. When I see your Facebook profile? You have so many new friends and when you occasionally come and talk to me, butterflies in my stomach start to form and you make me feel wanted for that moment. And then I start to think, you actually thought about me. :) You make me feel great. I swear I love you more than she does. I won't ask for much. Just for you to come and talk to me.
Love, me. ;)

Lindsay LOLHAN.

2010-10-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

"jack and jill went up the hill to smoke some marijuana, jack got high, dropped his fly, and said, "do you wanna?" jill said yes and dropped her dress, they had a lot of fun, but jill forgot to take her pill, and now they have a son."

Eleventh.

2010-10-11T15:15:00.003+08:00

"No one else will have me like you do. No one else will have me, only you. ;)"

Why is everyone so psyched about 10.10.10?

I think I like the 11 more. No I love the 11th. ;)

Think you brought me luck today during my English paper. How's about tomorrow when I have my maths? You'll be in my heart forever. ;)

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

2010-10-09T19:05:00.001+08:00

I know just because I love KT many of you might think I would like to meet her. Actually, even though I'd really like to meet KT, I'd just be another one of her lesbian fan that she'd probably forget within a day.
Recenty, I've been the most PMS-y bitch ever and thankfully, I've the world's most wonderful bunch of friends by my side that have been putting up with everything. That day, someone said that I always focus on the things that I do not have, instead of focusing on the things I do have. That's why I'm always moody, sad, stupid. That's true. I have a lovely bunch of friends who love me, parents who love me, and everything I could ever possibly want in the world. And yet why am I unhappy? Because I don't have double U? Because I'm not pretty enough? Because I'm not thin enough? Because people don't notice me?
Yes I admit these things do get me down sometimes. But ultimately, I'm a happy person. I don't mean for my bad mood to kill any of our friendship because deep down inside I do love each and everyone of you with all my heart and butt, even though I don't show my appreciation for you guys sometimes.
I am human too. I have my good and bad moments. So I'm sorry and I love you guys. I don't mean any harm. You're probably the best one could get and I would never ask for more. ;)
I promise you'll never have to put up with anymore shit.

"Hell is like a teenage girl."

I'm not just a teenage girl, I'm a teenage girl who's loved. Hence, I'll be happy forever. ;)

Why don't you like me without making me try?

2010-10-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

"Why don't you like me why don't you like me without making me try?"

Hi!!! :)

It's been a long time since I blogged through my computer. That's cuz my lappy crashed and this desktop that I've got at home is as lousy as old smelly dog shit. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, EOY's are here and I'm supposed to be studying but I wanted to watch U Smile MV and so I came online and I saw the New Twitter and I love it and I watched U Smile and I think it's cute and the girl's soooooooooooooooooooo pretty JEALOUS. Then I went to watch Megan Nicole because Mervin and Yue and Thomas are so crazy over her for some stupid lame reason and so i decided to listen to her Teenage Dream and personally, I THINK IT FUCKING SUCKS. SHE CAN'T SING TO SAVE HER OWN DAMN LIFE COME ON. So I went to watch Mika because I love Mika! Doesn't his songs make you happy? He's like the happy male version of Lady Gaga HAHAHAHAHA.

KTHXBAI ENOUGH RANTING GOTTA STUDY CUZ I DON'T WANNA FAIL MATHS SUCK MY BALLS!!!!!!!!!! ^^

P.S. I think Grace Kelly is beautiful.

P.P.S. Change of plans!!!

CAMBODIA, MALACCA, HONGKONG ZHUHAI, TAIWAN, PARIS AND SWITZERLAND!!! ♥

Hi.

2010-10-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

Nobody cares. Nobody gives a fuck.
No, nobody knows. Nobody bothers. Nobody remembers.

I always tell myself, it's fine to be sad now. It's better to be sad now. To be a loser with no one that will truly care for you.
Because when we grow up, there will be no more space for anymore sadness ever, because after being sad, the happiness rushes in like how when hot air rises, cold air rushes in to take the place. So when we're all older, I'll be the happiest, most successful bitch ever to walk the streets of New York City and the best part? I need none of you to help me achieve that. ;)

Now enough of bullshitting.
My End Of Years are here and I have to achieve.
I'm on my way to stardom. Watch me succeed. :)

Y U NO

2010-09-24T21:47:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Y U SO FUNNY. :)

Ever had one of those days...

2010-09-22T21:14:00.001+08:00

"But its one of those days where i just feel like fucking everything and just snuggle up beside the person i love the most and watch soccer."

Cambodia, Zhuhai Hongkong, Taiwan, Malaysia, Australia Perth. :)

Fall

2010-09-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

Fall.

My favourite season. I've never lived to see it but I heard it's beautiful. I'd like to go to Spain one day and watch the leaves fall off the tree one by one with you one fine day, 11..

Winter spring summer or fall, all you have to do is call... ;')

If I were a boy..

2010-09-13T18:16:00.001+08:00

I don't want you to text me everyday because you feel obliged to. I don't want you to try patching things up again. I don't want you to choose me over her. I don't want you to do it because you're afraid of losing me. I don't want you to spend nights crying over our already fucked friendship.
I don't want others to think I'm a slut. All I want is for things to be like how it was last time, but I'm afraid that's not really possible now is it? If the damage is done, it's done. Let's just fucking move on. You can feel guilty forever but don't let this affect everyone's friendship. I love you. But I always do things for a reason. I hurt myself because I love you. Fuck logic.

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I'm scared, I'm afraid. Because of this I'm sad most of the time. So tell me, what should I do?

911.

2010-09-11T18:32:00.001+08:00

"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."

Hi. How many months has it been..? I'm not sure either. I just saw you a few days ago. I talked to you. I miss you so much, more than you'll ever know. You make me so sad sometimes. I'm certain now you have a girlfriend. She must be pretty damn awesome, for she's got you. I can't say I'm happy for you cuz I'd be lying. I mean I want to be with you. I love you. But as long as she makes you happy, I'm fine. You look cute that day by the way.. :')

I want to go for the GLAMINATION TOUR!!!

2010-09-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

HEARTBROKEN-OMFGMAXIMUM-I-LOVE-ADAM-SO-MUCH-HE'S-COMING-TO-SINGAPORE-I-COULD-SEE-HIM-BUT-IT'S-SO-NEAR-EOYS-AND-I-HAVE-TO-DO-WELL-CUZ-IT'S-MY-STREAMING-YEAR-AND-I-DON'T-WANT-TO-LET-MY-PARENTS-DOWN-SO-I-CAN'T-GO-FACE.

Mom... :'(

Katy my lady is KT my QT!!! ♥

2010-09-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

Hi all!!!

KATY PERRY HAS RELEASED HER NEW TEENAGE DREAM ALBUM AND YO FAT ASS MAMA HERE HAS GOTTEN IT BEFORE ALL YOU SUCKAHZZZZZZZ!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

My mother bought it for me, after JBF that day and I've even got her poster!!!
China girl Rena was supposed to buy it for me also but the stupid girl ended up buying sweets for me instead HAHAHAHAHA. Awwwwwh.

Anyway, the album is fucking pretty! It's even cotton candy scented! I discovered this first when I was admiring the cover of the album, then I smelt this sweet scent that was coming from the album and BAHM!

THE STICKER TOLD ME IT WAS COTTON CANDY SCENTED!!!!

At this point of time, I was hyperventilating and screaming my ass off.

However, in the middle of all that hyperventilating, I also observed that this album is rated:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!

So get yours today!!! It's fabulous!!! You can get it from any Popular outlet that sells CDs or Gramaphone.
This is definitely an album that you will not regret buying. Unless you don't buy it because you're a stupid Miley Cyrus lover than you suck!
No, Teenage Dream ISN'T like Miley Cyrus shit. It's FUN FRESH FIERCE AND IT'S UNFORGETTABLE!!!

And for all those Katy Perry haters or those people who aren't convinced about how great this album is, let me show you all just how awesome KT MY LADY IS!!!

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So here's the cover of the album..

LOOK IT'S FUCKING SEXY KATY FUCKING PERRY AND SHE'S LYING ON A PINK CLOUD NAKED!!! I can just masturbate to this..
Opening the fragile album after 10 mins of sniffing it and oogling at Katy's ass.
Oh look the secret compartment contains the lyrics book!!! :D :D :D
LYRICS!!!!
Opening it...
TADAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The CD itself!!! LOOK AT HOW CUTE IT IS! IT'S IN A SHAPE OF A CAMPINO!!! DOES MILEY CYRUS EVER COME UP WITH SOMETHING AS CUTE AS THIS? NO!!!
Sexy pouting face ♥OH HEY LOOK THERE'S ANOTHER SECRET COMPARTMENT!!!!!
OMG THERE'S ANOTHER CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A DONUT SHAPED CD!!!!

It contains bonus tracks like If We Ever Meet Again and Starstrukk! :D
I'M TOO SEXY FOR THIS SHIT.
EVEN THE "O"s ARE IN THE SHAPE OF A CAMPINO SWEET!!! :)

So there you have it!!!

You see why you have to buy Teenage Dream now?!?!?! :D

P.S. I'm sorry for the boring update. At first I blogged with my phone and it was a fabulous update, but then the whole phone blacked out and I lost the whole thing. FML FML FML.

K wait for the next update!!! :)

Hi.

2010-09-08T01:43:00.001+08:00

My name is Nicole. I’m fourteen this year and my height is 165cm. I'm currently in the secondary two level, and I suck at maths. I always dream of dye-ing my hair in weird exotic colours like blue or pink or red cuz red's my favourite colour, but I never do. Instead, my hair is always brown and i think it looks nice.

I am vain. I love clothes. I own alot of clothes that are beautiful but I'm never pretty enough to wear them. I like boys, and I like girls too. I fall in love easily with anyone who gives me attention but I'm careful enough not to give away to much or be branded as a whore. Maybe that's why I get my heartbroken so often. I hate being vain, but I'm vain. I contradict myself very often.

People often tell me I look good. And how my legs are so long and I should go be a model. It's flattering sure. But once I step in front of the mirror, I feel ugly and silly. I'll never be beautiful enough for anything.

I don't have many phobias, neither do I fear much. I really don't like creepy crawlies, ever since I was a little girl. I'm kinda afraid of heights too. But I'm not afraid of snakes or anything. Sometimes, people scare me too. I just never admit it no matter how much it shows.

I'm probably the most unhealthy skinny girl you will ever meet. I hardly exercise at all. I can't run, I have no stamina and I can't do pullups to save my life. However, I love to play like any other kid. I'm skinny, everyone says so but I'm not. I have an overwright personality and I'm insecure.

I like too talk alot. ALOT. I am loud and rude and irritating. And I crave and want and need attention. For us humans we need oxygen to survive. But for me, I need attention. I need alot of love and I need people to tell me how great I am. But even though I need alot of love and attention, it always seems as if I'm putting more effort and giving more love into everyone whom I love.

I like to daydream alot. Well, I am a pisces and that's our nature. Especially when I'm bored in class or when my friends talk about something that does not interest me. Every night while lying in bed I will think about my life and how long more I have to live and how I should start making a difference in the world. I will conclude the silliest things and assume that nobody loves me. I cry very often, even though I never admit it. I hate showing signs of weaknesses.

But even though there are so many negative sides to me, there are my good sides to. Even though sometimes my bad side gets the better out of me. But I'm a teenager, I'm still growing up, I'm still learning how to adapt and change.

The point of this all is to show you that I’m no different from any of you. I get insecure every once in awhile too. Everyone needs attention, love and care too. Everyone wants to be noticed. So if you ever feel unloved, unnoticed, unwanted, don't feel bad, because I'm always here to share a little love with all of you today.

;)

2010-09-05T16:10:00.001+08:00

Today, my boyfriend came over and met my parents.
Then he left, and my Dad told me that my boyfriend loved me.
I smiled and asked, “How do you know?”
He said, “Because he looks at you the same way I look at your Mother.”

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

2010-09-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

Dear Mughilan Thanabalan, (Well I chose you because I don't like making friends through the internet and even if I do, I hardly talk to any of them.)

You're my bestfriend, and my favourite internet friend. I'm lazy to blog about you. But through this past 2 years, we've been through alot together. Especially recently. Tears shed, fighting, quarrellings, heartbreaks and disagreements. But despite all that, we've managed to remain friends till now. That must definitely mean something right? ;)

Although I've only known you for 2 years now, I feel so comfortable telling you stuff. You're my wonderwall. Or like the ahlians call it "PILLAR OF SUPPORT."

But... even the best of friends have their own secrets. Don't forget, I do things for a reason. Breaking your heart then was one of them. I'm sorry and I love you. :)

Love, ME! :D

HAPPY 1ST OF SEPTEMBER!!!

2010-09-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hi all!

Pictures from my YPSB concert!

I know it was like almost a month ago, but I've been busy. Like reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaal busy. And at least I bothered to update! Hehe!

Anyway, yesterday was our school's Teachers' Day celebration and I went back to IJ!

I saw my girls again and it was insanely fun. The most fun I've had in weeks than in lousy old stupid smelly Commonwealth. Well, it is IJ. :)

We took alot of pictures as usual and I shall post them soon.

Everyone from IJ grew prettier. I swear I look as ugly as hell standing next to them but nevermind. I'm happy. I'm happy seeing them happy. I'm happy when they're happy. I love them all.

It's been a year since I last saw them all.

Graduation next!!! :D

Healthy Heart Carnival this friday. SO THERE WILL BE MANY PICTURES TOO!!!

Oh did I mention I'm going to Perth at the end of this year?! :D

TTYL!!! ♥

You're my honeybunch, sugarplum pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you're my sweetie pie. You're my cuppycake, gumdrop snoogums-boogums, you're the apple of my eye. And I love you so and I want you to know that I'll always be right here, and I love to sing sweet songs to you because you are so dear!

2010-08-29T18:10:00.001+08:00

We've drifted apart.
I miss you Seng.. :'(

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

2010-08-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

Dear exboyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush,

Well....

I've never had a girlfriend OR a boyfriend as a matter of fact, prolly due to the fact that I'm from an all girls' school WHICH EXPLAINS WHY I'M SO COOL BY THE WAY.

I've had the biggest crush on you for probably the longest time ever W. I still do in fact love you with all my heart. But that doesn't mean I need to be with you to be happy. I'm happy when you're happy, just as I am with my friends. When they're happy, so am I. I love all of them with all my heart, and you're no different. I'll never stop loving you.

Anyway, I really don't know what to write in this letter..

As much as I sound so self-contradictory, I'm just gonna go ahead and say it:

BGRS ARE STUPID.

I mean, come on!

You're what? 13?

And you've got 10 ex boyfriends? Now that's not love. That's simply "I'm too fucking ugly and despo but it's a trend to have a boyfriend at the age of 5 so I must start now!".

It's stupid.

What's going into a relationship if it's forced?

Love isn't about how many ex boyfriends/girlfriends you've had! Neither is it about the length of the duration of you and your partner's relationship!

If that's your definition of love, texting everyday, saying I love you everyday, bragging to your friends about him or her, spamming each others facebook walls with "BABY!" and hearts, kissing or touching in public, then I'm sorry. You're too fucking despo. That's not love. That just simply means you lack parental love and care. So instead of getting one new boyfriend every week whom you really don't love, why not spend the time to get to know your family members better? They won't be around forever.

Love cannot be rushed. It must be natural. Like an earthquake hitting you. You never know when it's gonna happen but when it does, it's impact is like WOW!!!!!

So maybe instead of wasting your time, hanging around in shopping malls or schools or wherever to pick up girlsor flirt with boys, do something useful and resourceful, like study. Because you'll need it. Because you'll never make it big, like how I'm going to! :P

TTYL because all you need is love and LOVE EXISTS IN ALL FORMS! :)

Love, Nic!

What if I died?

2010-08-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

"No touchwood. You won't. But IF you really do, I'll be very upset and I'll cry. I'll miss you and everything about you. I don't ever want to lose you. ;)"

You..

2010-08-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

I was lying.
Mughilan Thanabalan, I'll love you forever.

Miss me? ;)

2010-08-17T20:10:00.001+08:00

Who still reads this shit anymore anyway?
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Proper update this weekend. I promise it shall be a long and proper one about something interesting. If not I shall post my embarrassing mustache photo here!!! Hehe!

Got lots of things to blog about. Maybe if you like to stalk me you can read my tweets! :)
http://twitter.com/Superdamncool

P.S. notice the "N" cupcake? I wanted to mention that I've grown fatter. I'm 168cm now and I weigh 52kg. Pretty fucking fat for someone who has light bones. :)

I'm not too late!

2010-08-11T22:58:00.001+08:00

Happy 11th. ♥

Neh neh ni poo poo!

2010-08-10T07:47:00.000+08:00

I promised myself I'd blog yesterday night, but due to the stupid facebook letters thingy, I ended up sleeping at 2am.
Also, I have band from 10am to 5pm today.
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The sacrifices I make for band.. ;)

Concert's this coming sat, YPSB concert. Singapore Conference Hall at 7.30 to 9.30pm. Tickets are at $10. Please contact me if you're interested!

Tata! :D

Whaaaaaaaaat?

2010-08-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

Loved you once, love you still, always have, always will.

Day 6 - A stranger

2010-08-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

Well hello stranger.
Hmmmm. It's kinda strange to be writing to you, don't you think? I mean stranger? It obviously means I don't know you well at all right?
Well in any case, maybe I'll meet you soon. Maybe you'll be the best thing that has ever happened to me. Maybe you'll be my Angel. Maybe you'll be my soulmate.
But maybe you'll be my enemy. Maybe you'll be the cause of all my pain. Maybe you'll ruin my life.
Whatever the case, everything happens for a reason and I can't wait to meet you stranger. I can't wait to watch how you'll change my life. ;)

Happy 1st of August! :)

2010-08-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

Every New Semester:

After First Week:

After Second Week:

Before the Mid-Term Test:

During the Mid-Term Test:

After the Mid-Term Test:
Before the Final Exams:
Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:
7 Days Before the Final Exam:
6 Days Before the Final Exam:

5 Days Before the Final Exam:
4 Days Before the Final Exam:
3 Days Before the Final Exam:
2 Days Before the Final Exam:
1 Day Before the Final Exam:
The Night Before the Final Exam:
1 Hour Before the Final Exam:
During the Final Exam:
Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:
After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

Gifs!

2010-07-29T00:34:00.002+08:00

Something cute... if you're ever feeling down.. ;)

I'm human too.

2010-07-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

Now and then, I get insecure, from all the pain, I'm so ashamed.

I like the way it hurts.

2010-07-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

How about this?

Everyone's been blogging about the way they feel about every single fucked up event that has occured ever since school reopened.

I know, I was the cause of all this shit. I'm the crazy bitch who spreads rumours, backstabs, gossips and tell lies.

But just think about it. You guys dare admit you don't do the same? No matter who you betray, it's still betrayal.

This shit has been bothering me for a fucking long time now. If I didn't start this commotion, you guys would just push it away like how you push every bad thing aside simply because you don't want to face it.

I'm very sure I'm not the only one who has been bothered.

I don't like this at all.

AT FUCKING ALL.

Ever wonder why I go to school every morning with the dark eye rings? The cranky attitude and the fucked up hair? Sure it's cuz I stay up late to do my work, but sometimes, there's a little more to just staying up late to do my work. There's W, then there's you guys. You people have the ability to stir up an emotional hurricane within me.

Why? Because I love you all.

Like I said, apart from the breaking of my trust, the gossiping behind my back, the rumours you spread around, everything, I love you guys probably even more than I love myself.

Therefore, I'm not complaining anymore. I don't like things to be complicated.

This doesn't mean I don't care anymore. I do. All this matters to me. Alot. But if each and everyone of you decide on anything, I'm fine. I respect your decision. After all, what am I to you? ;)

Because sleep is for the weak.

2010-07-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

"every night i stay up past 12, past 1, etc. not because i’m not tired. not because i want to tweak on these social networking sites. because i am tired, i want to sleep. but i can’t because my mind runs like crazy. it over thinks, over analyzes things that i don’t want to think about. so i purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that when i do finally lie in bed, i fall asleep and my thoughts don’t keep me up."

Too fucking bad, I'm just too fucking ugly. ;)

Btw...

2010-07-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

I GOT MY HELIX REPIERCED!!!! :D :D :D

Hehe,

Teenage Dream

2010-07-25T22:38:00.005+08:00

That was my racial harmony day this year!

Is my costume pretty? :P

Anyway, KATY IS COMING SINGAPORE. FUCK. :)

I cannot explain these feelings I have for you.. ;)

2010-07-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hi Jellybeans...

I think I really really really like you.

You're insanely cute by the way... :')

Day 5 - Your dreams

2010-07-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

Well... I have many dreams.

From getting married, being the prettiest bride on earth, finding the perfect man who will love me just as much as I love him.

I want to be pretty. I want to be thin. I want to be loved. I want to travel to Spain, live until I'm hundred. I want to age with you, then buy a house in the middle of a country-side and just waste the day sitting on our front porch holding hands reading, talking forever.

I want to be the smartest girl alive. I want people to look up to me. I want people to respect me and love me. I don't want to have to try so hard everytime either.

I WANT TO BE NUMBER ONE ALL THE TIME, IN EVERYTHING I DO AND EVERYWHERE I GO.

But that's not important for now. They seem more like wishes, not dreams anyway.

My biggest dream, is to be famous. Well-know by every single human on Earth. Respected. People from everywhere will follow me. I want to be known.

I know this is kinda overrated and stupid and silly and childish, but I've had that dream for many years now. And maybe you'll ask me, "What are you doing to achieve your dreams then?"

Well, absolutely nothing.

Life sucks sometimes. I have to try so hard now, to achieve things I don't even want to achieve. I have to please people I don't even want to please. I have to put up with things I don't want to put up with. But that's just it isn't it? We wait till one day we grow too old to do anything, we grow old and die alone. ;)

Btw, read this shit. It scares me. :(

2010-07-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

“in 1990, peter howe at life magazine sent me to north carolina to photograph a special school for children with problems.

the school was a very strange place because all of the twenty or so children were in the same classroom and their problems ranged from mild behavior instability to severe schizophrenia.

nine-year-old amanda was the most interesting child in the class. amanda was very intelligent and very naughty. one day i followed her home on the school bus. when the bus stopped at her house, she dashed ahead of me and ran into a nearby wooded area. i continued to follow her into the woods and eventually found her sitting in an old stuffed chair having a cigarette. she thought that i would reprimand her since i was an adult. but i said nothing.

the following sunday, i spent the day at home with amanda and her mother. amanda totally controlled her mother. amanda smoked openly in front of her.

her 8-year-old cousin amy was coming over, and she was very excited. all day long, amanda and her cousin played like children. every forty-five minutes or so, amanda would take a break to have a cigarette.

just before i left, i looked for amanda to say good-bye. i found her and amy in the backyard. they were in a children’s inflatable pool. amanda was taking her regular cigarette break.”

Oh hai! ^^

2010-07-22T21:29:00.001+08:00

Been busy lately. How about an update about 30 letters tonight and then about my week over the weekend? :)

It's been a wonderful week by the way. :D

You can only have one.

2010-07-15T21:38:00.001+08:00

You can't have both.
You can only choose one.
Don't worry this time you don't have to be the bad guy.
I've done the hard part of choosing for you.
Now all you have to do is learn to let go.
It shouldn't be too hard.

ESPANA!!!

2010-07-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

VIVA LA ESPANA!!! :D

Day 4 - Your closest relative (your sibling)

2010-07-12T18:23:00.001+08:00

Hi stupid chio bitch!!! :)
The girl I've known for 14 years of my life. The only girl who can eat non-stop and weigh less than 50kg. The only girl I know who has abs. The only girl who I know is bisexual. Or thinks she is. The only girl who enjoys watching musicals like Hairspray, Cats and Phantom of the Opera. The only girl I know who would actually sing along when I sing those songs. The girl who thinks gay guys are hot. The girl who is stupid enough to hurt herself over someone who's not worth hurting for. The girl who I know I can trust my life with. (K MAYBE NOT HAHAHAHAHAHA.) The girl I know would stand by me no matter what. And the only girl who thinks she's cooler than me!
You're srsly the prettiest girl I know. Kthxbai. :)